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"FAITH & DOUBT"

A sermon preached at Kowloon Union Church on Sunday 21 August 2016,  the fourteenth Sunday after Pentecost, by Pearl Wong. The scripture readings that day were Psalm 71:1–6; Hebrews 12:18–29; Luke 13:10–17.


Let us pray
Almighty God, you have poured upon us the new light of your incarnate Word: Grant that this light, enkindled in our hearts, may shine forth in our lives; through Jesus Christ who lives and reigns with you, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God. May the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in your sight, O Lord, my strength and my redeemer. Amen.

Psalm 71, verses 1-6 is the beginning of a prayer that echoed the voice of the Israelites to Yahweh, their God, for lifelong protection and help.  The first impression we get from reading the first 6 lines is that, the author of this Psalm is a person of great faith because God seems to have promised him everything.  The author's faith has promised him refuge in God, deliver and rescue him from the hand of the wicked.  The author's faith has also rescued him from injustice and awarded him with hope.  It seems that the author's trust in God is unshakable, not for a second did he has doubt that God will not protect him.

I invite you to read this 6 verses again with new lens, and to imagine that this is what we call "opposite talk", that we don't really mean what we say.  Imagine what if the author is in a desperate situation, he has been praying for sometime but his situation has not improved, and he starts to question why God is silent, why God is ignoring his prayer.  Imagine that the tone of this prayer sounds like a desperate cry, a plea for help, the author is praying very loud because he wants to assure himself that God will come to his rescue, despite the fact that he has been praying for a long time and yet, his situation has not changed a bit.  In verse 2, the author exclaims, "incline your ear to me and save me."  Sounds like he is complaining to God, "why do you overlook my request, why don't you come and save me?"

If we read further down Psalm 71 to verses 9-12, the author has expressed clearly his uncertainty in his future.

"Do not cast me off in the time of old age; do not forsake me when my strength is spent. For my enemies speak concerning me, and those who watch for my life consult together. They say, pursue and seize that person whom God has forsaken, for there is no one to deliver. And verse 12, "O God, do not be far from me; O my God, make haste to help me!"   Here it really sounds like a frenzied petition to God.

So right now, the author is not a person of great faith anymore, rather, the author is full of doubt about what God can do to save him, he is full of uncertainties about his future, about what will happen to him next.  Now we wonder, can the author of Psalm 71 be both faithful and doubtful at the same time?

"FAITH and DOUBT are like sisters, they go hand in hand."  This is a claim I heard from the Catholic priest Tomas Halik from the Czech Republic, when he was in Hong Kong few weeks ago promoting the Chinese edition of his book, Patience with God: The Story of Zacchaeus Continuing in Us[1].  The Chinese title of his book is called 擁抱懷疑的信仰, in English it will be something like, "Christian Faith that embraces Doubt".  Tomas Halik is a theologian, psychotherapist, painter, journalist and  has written 16 books on religion and spirituality, few of his books invite his readers to examine Christian faith in an age of uncertainty.  The ambivalent nature of the world today seems to make no sense, when violence and discrimination dominate, when exploitation and greed cause so many sufferings, Christians and atheists sometimes share a sense of God's absence from the world.  Life's many paradoxes produce phrases like , " God is silent, God is hidden, God is DEAD!"  This exactly  is the reason for Tomas Halik to reiterate that FAITH and DOUBT in Christianity is not contradictory, rather, they go hand in hand like sisters.   Many of us live in a state of  tension between  faith and doubt for most of our lives, and for some, we are in this tension every day.

In Luke 13 verses 10-17, Jesus, in which God becomes human, notices people and situations in ways that others do not.  Jesus came to save the lost, the poor, including every kind of marginalized person whom traditional religion and great leaders of faith, like the Pharisees in this parable, would put outside the boundaries.  Great leaders from Jesus' time up until today have constructed many rules that they presume would keep faith in order, or will help the seekers and doubters  affirm  their faith. However, Jesus challenges these great leaders, breaks the law, and reaches out to release the woman from her oppression.  This woman, "a bent over, unable to stand up straight, crippled, overlooked" image can represent someone who is humble, low self esteem, constantly doubtful whether  anyone,  including God, can heal her.  Jesus sees her and is filled with compassion, reaches out to her and sets her free from bondage that  afflicted her for 18 years.  Here we see that Jesus makes himself a seeker with those who seek, and a doubter with those who doubt.  

We also see that  Jesus criticizes the religious leaders who consider themselves the very faithful. These leaders value the laws above everything else, therefore, they condemn Jesus of breaking the law by healing on Sabbath.  Precisely because they focus on the little rules, they fail to see that Jesus has demonstrated THE LAW given by God, "Love your neighbor" , and that includes,  healing, liberating others from oppression, showing care and compassion, and doing justice.

Some of us, who consider ourselves the faithful, who have attended Church for a long time and serve in the church devotedly, perhaps pray and read the Bible daily, we very often follow and implement the rules blindly.  We often create boundaries that push people to the margins. We separate ourselves "the faithful" from the seekers and the doubters.

And now, let us consider another reading today, Hebrews 12 verses 14-29. First of all, the author of the book of Hebrews wants to emphasize that Christ is superior to everything that went before, and God's people can have full confidence in God's son. What also concerns the author is the possibility that some believers, under distress and adversity, will let go of Christ; abandon their trust in Christ and even have doubts about God's presence and Jesus' saving works.  Chapter 12 verses 14-29 belongs to the final part of the book of Hebrews, and this part is all about faithful perseverance.

Using the contrasting imagery of Mount Sinai and the heavenly Mount Zion here, the author affirms believers their future certainty.  The Christian community during the author's time is discouraged because of suffering and perhaps, have doubts about whether Jesus is really the Son of God who would actualize God's promise of the New Jerusalem.  Likewise, the Christian community of today  live in a world of darkness, chaos, and absurdity, our prayers do not bring us peace or comfort; our prayers do not help make things better in our society,  and we lose our patience with God.  The author of Hebrews not only writes to convince his community " not to lose faith" on Christ, and not to abandon God; he writes to remind us as well of this important message.

Are you those of great faith who have absolute trust in God's grace and providence?

Or are you those who are doubtful and uncertain about God as your refuge and your comforter?

Perhaps you are like me, living in this tension of being faithful and doubtful every day?

Perhaps we need to humble ourselves and recognize that we, followers of Christ, do not have all the answers, and definitely, we are not infallible in our faith. What is more important is to make ourselves seekers with those who seek and  question with those who question.

A community of faith that maintains the spirit of seeking, ongoing questions and uncertainties, will teach us to live with God's mystery, and not forgetting to live continually with faith, hope and love.

I now invite you to meditate on God's promise while I read Psalm 71 verses 19-21.
"You who have done great things,
O God, who is like you?
You who have made me see many troubles and calamities
will revive me again;
from the depths of the earth
You will bring me up again.
You will increase my honor,
and comfort me once again."   
AMEN


[1] Tomas Halik, Patience with God:The Story of Zacchaeus Continuing with Us (New York: Doubleday,2009)

# posted by Kowloon Union Church : Sunday, August 21, 2016



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